Something's Got to Change

consume me...

I skip church because I feel nothing right now...

I listen to christian radio stations and songs because I am looking for your inspiration. It used to strike me down like lightening...now I feel nothing... I almost hear hypocritical voices at the other end of the media. I have thrown up my hands looking for hope in the same places as before. Im an addict and I yearn to feel your high again like it used to be. I cant find you. I see people who have it all wrong. I see people who dont love like I believe you love me. I want to find heaven here on earth even for one minute.

One life is all I am...If you are all you say you are...would you come close and hold my heart. One voice in a sea of pain...could the maker of this life and stars hear the sound of my breaking heart...one life is all I have...would you come close and hold my heart...

happy

I look around and everything I see reminds me of you. It makes me think of the sweetness in your voice and the soft touch of your hands on my face. I can hear your laugh and feel your love. You make every cell in my body smile.

We go our whole lives wishing for one happy moment with someone who loves us.

I have a lot to look forward to... :)

I promise to be patient...If you promise to be yourself.. :)