I have three letters for last week... FML!!!
My house got broken into...needless to say that is the last thing I needed or expected!
I am currently typing on a borrowed computer because my macbook is MIA. Among other things...
I have had a lot of emotional stuff to deal with this week. I have this voice in the back of my head that gives me positive talk, and she was overwhelmed by feelings of loneliness, anger, and sadness. I felt lonely because I am alone. I am angry with God, and sad because there is simply nothing I can do to fix this situation. I just have to wade through the days and survive.
I hear people say "everything happens for a reason" and "God will only give you what you can handle". Well thats all a bunch of crap. Of course I can deal with this violation on my privacy...I'm just pissed because karma isnt on my side these days!
I will say...I have learned a little more about friendship in all this... There were some friends that really stepped up to the plate and were super supportive! Especially Cody. :)
His arms around me makes all those negative thoughts go away... and that positive voice in my head gets a little louder...
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